Sad

I like old tube tvs

Perhaps radios better?

I like old objects like cassette tapes

I don't like AI

People use it to make money till along is another thing to make money

But using it to make money, is supporting it

I don't like the fact that it is everywhere

I just want a simple world

I don't care for all the tech gadgets

I can't breathe without them there

They are probably counting how many breaths I take and writing down how much I contribute to greenhouse gases

I just want my bed with the comfy quilts I curled up in winter

The stars and constellations that seemed close and I could see clearly

The night that was actually dark, it was pitch black

Rain on the roof, windy days spent in the tree watching the trees sway on the side of the embankment beyond, like they're gonna fall down

Sitting there, while it moved, secure, the perfect tree for climbing that I have never found since

Sad, how when I find a field, it is later gone and developed

When I walked across a fallen tree over the sleu, the city or someone got rid of it later

City people don't understand the beauty of nature, everything is a hazard to them

An idiot can fall in a puddle if they're stupid

If someone falls off a fallen tree, why should they walk it in the first place?

Snow so pretty

Now it might be poisoned

Thunder and lightning, the mud on your boots

Hugs to your dad and piggy back rides

Carob chips and tea parties with mom

My sister and I, running in the woods picking up sticks

I want to go back

Time travel to that time

I don't want to be here

Childhood was the best gift of all

Childhood was the best time of my life

I didn't know it, because maybe I was a kid

I didn't know that I wouldn't be sure of what are stars

I didn't know that I would never see pitch black nights, again

I didn't know that fluorescent lights would go away

I didn't know streetlights would lose their ambience

I didn't know that I would live in the city to know this

I didn't know that wishing to get older is something that kids shouldn't do

I didn't know I would miss the lack of fashion in the 2000's

I miss the striped t-shirts and capri's, whatever clothes we wore that weren't H&M approved

The old photos that sometimes had red lights for the eyes

It's too perfect now.

Nothing great about photos, no more

Everyone gets a perfect family photo shoot

My favorite blue shirt, the time I had favorite clothes, the trip through Alberta seeing the beautiful water that was like turquoise, when I was young, sitting in my car seat.

Perhaps more to add, I am just sad perhaps, nastalgia

A hotel in Singapore

I had to check if I spelled 'nostalgia'

Why is it spelled like there's a nose in it

Like you can smell a time, wistful

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